First Time His

"I still want what's mine. Your V-card."  Once my hero. Now my enemy. Apparently my dark SEAL protector.  Dom was older. Intense. Experienced.  The broken boy next door.  I wanted to give him all of me.  Then, everything came crashing down.  His darkest thoughts revealed.  Pages written only for his eyes.  His nightmare. His sorrow. His plan.  A cruel text was the last I heard from him.  Now he's back to claim what's his.  The ghosts of our past have returned with a vengeance.  And I'm here, caught up in the middle of it all.  Is Dom meant to be my first and my last - or a chapter of my life that's better left unwritten?